#PSAWAKENING

#psawakening

No fancy pants title. 'Cause I wanna do this or I'll never do it.

Life has been slow, simple yet amazing over here at Szenith. Bumps along the way but hey, it's that road we're all driving, running, cycling, crawling etc. on - life.

I've had my fair share of fun since I last blogged. Didn't really carry out my responsibilities... such a bummer ): There are lots of things to record down but this... this is gonna take first place because it sort of sums up everything else I want to put down into words. (:

before it all began.

I. Went. For. Planetshakers. Awakening.

Everything left me astounded and left me amazed. Especially all the golden age folks who praised God with all their heart and joining in as much as their limbs allowed them to.

with Loong [:

First off, this amazing friend (or senior? since she introduced me as her frisbee junior v^~^) of mine, Loong tagged me in an Instagram photo and from there it somehow ended with me being sneaked in with her, Ka Fai (looking extremely skinny and worn out), and her friends from Acts Campus (:

CMI compact capturing an overly excited crowd.

I didn't know what or how to feel as we were waiting for it to begin but I sure as anything knew I made a mistake of bringing my overly humble compact. CMI TTM. The hall was filling in and it was past eight pm and then BOOM! I've never worshiped harder.



At some parts, I could feel His presence, telling us He was there, it was pretty overwhelming that I heh almost cried a few times. Almost. I don't know exactly how to describe that feeling but it filled me with life and hope and love and faith and a kind of release that made me just run out to the aisle and start jumping up and down trying to catch onto the lyrics.

Pastor Russell in da houz.

I was kind of worried at first, going there sort of alone, since, I was pretty out of place and that place... well, let's not go there. Loong was so so nice to bring me, cannot explain the gratitude I have for all that she's done for me. Pretty amazing feeling. A feeling of being cared for and loved. But, when worship started and when Pastor Russell was telling us how church should be the biggest party anyone has ever been to, I felt at peace. Like I wasn't lonely or alone. It was a nice, good and warm feeling.



I was never used to praying out loud. Still have not gotten the hang of it. So I prayed silently. For all those lovely people in my life.

with Ber (:

As I was tailing Ka Fai out of the hall, I bumped into Stanley and Li Xin and Marianne. And soon after that, I saw Bernice. HEHEHEHEHE. She was the first to tell me about this but, I wasn't active on FB att so I didn't reply her (sorry Bear! ^^''). So I told myself if I see her today, I'll walk up to her and surprise attack! And yea, surprised she was. She looked closed to tears. Maybe because I actually turned up. Man, it made me feel worse doing the whole surprise thing.

The 3 hours I spent in that auditorium was one of the best unexpected things I've ever experienced. And I couldn't have had it if it wasn't for Loong. All those emotions I felt throughout the entire time was... indescribable. Especially when I saw that old man in front of me praising, that was definitely one of the highlights.


But... there was something rather funny that I heard. While waiting for mum to pick me up, I heard a couple of teens say something like,"Yea, I never knew what a rave was. She said if I come for this I would experience it". EHHHH?? O_O I was pretty shocked to hear that. That was a bit of a bummer for me 'cause in that moment you realise that some of them were here because it was a concert kind of thing. Rave... *meow*


We make our memories what they are by choosing to remember the bitter or sweet parts. I choose to have them taste like marshmallow chocolate cake.

All glory be to God. Heaven shall invade.

Funny how after it all, Zoe and Silas messaged me (: it made my heart sing.