Going through my collection of photos confirms the fact that I did live through the entire thing, and it makes feel like mush. Sometimes in life, I stop and look at myself and wish I'm doing more, but when I look back at these moments, I feel like I already have a lot and anything else that I possibly want can come later, or even never if it wasn't meant for me.
It's at times like these that I want to send messages to everyone. But I can't because messages are instant. They don't work like letters. Sometimes I wish we had a letter messaging app. Wouldn't that be great??
Articles always say we tend to miss and love people for whatever purpose they may serve us, but in this moment, I can honestly say I miss yiyi and kaufu for being their knowledgeable selves. I miss sokpo for showing me kindness and patience even when it's absolutely tough. I miss my cousins and yiyi for showing me that sometimes love is all we need. Just sometimes though, HAHAHA.
I absolutely absolutely miss London, and it's tearing me apart.
After my paper, I promise, I'm going to blog it. Despite being a year late.
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