Beyond

I can't really see into the future anymore. Well, not that I could to begin with but things are getting more hazy. I seem to be dropping things left right everywhere. I drop friends, I drop crap people, I sometimes drop valuable people and experiences, but saddest of all, I drop myself.

And I'm beginning to lose the will to pick myself back up.

I thought life was going alright, I really did. I thought the people I surrounded myself with were good people so I began to let my guard down again, but time and again they've proven me wrong. Time and again their actions don't match their words. Time and again, they were all just like that asswipe. Empty promises.

I know I'm not blur, I'm not a taufu, I'm not stupid. But one thing I am is that I am too fking trusting of stupid people. And I will lose this aspect of myself by this year end.

Why can't people just be nicer. Why can't people just be decent human beings?

Solitude is the solution to all my problems.